We will share the name as soon as we are completely sure of it! Big Daddy has told me that it could still change at any time. I'm trying to remind him that it's so important for The Muffin to have a name for our baby so that she can bond. It has nothing to do with my love of anything monogrammed!
If "it's" a boy we have a name! If "it's" a girl, we have a total of four names and The Muffin is determined that our fourth choice is THE name. I swear, she is a little sponge and soaks up every word we say. Our fourth pick is a name that I like, but not with our last name. Then Muff overheard us say it and she is stuck on it. No matter how many times I give her our top three girl name choices, she goes back to the same name, even when it's not on the list.
As for The Muffin's earlier change of heart on a boy or a girl, she is still determined that the Baby-to-be is a girl. I'm still totally blissed out thinking about the baby being a boy or a girl! Big Daddy just wants the baby to be happy.
I think I'm over my biggest anxieties about tomorrow's ultrasound. I have complete confidence in my knowledge of our past problems and I know that we'll get through anything that comes our way with faith. I decided to listen to the words that I say daily to The Muffin regarding prayers. We go through the same thing at least once a day (nap and/or bedtime) where she wants her Nana and/or Pawpaw so much that she says, "pray for me". I say the same prayer every single time and then she cries for them again. I tell her that Jesus wants to help her, but that she has to calm down and let Him. This always works and calms her down and it works for me too.